Hi GOD, today I talked to my advisor about my paper. And She said that on 16th December, maybe I can have paper test. Ohh I hope She can inform me soon about this. cause if that’s what will happen then I need to register first at 9th December. I hope it’s gonna go well. 
I hope GOD will help me again.
FATHER in Heaven, I met her today Thank you for answering my prayer, GOD. But I’m still not brave enough to speak to her. When She came with her friends, I was looking for announcement at wall announcement, and I was looking for her too cause I know, there were a lot people whom I recognized in the same class with her.
Then I suddenly felt, somehow She was near at me. And I saw around and I saw her, at first I couldn’t identify but when She was getting closer to me, I knew her. I saw her for a second then suddenly I feel afraid and I turn my face to the announcement wall again (T_T) I am still not brave enough to make conversation with her. And then She passed me behind to get to elevator. Then I took a chance to look at her again cause I love how she looks.. Oh GOD, forgive my timid nature (T_T) I wasted the chance that GOD gave me again.
Oh GOD, you know what my heart feels right now. I really want to see her again. I really really want to see her again. She is so beautiful, GOD. Please GOD, give me another chance again and teach me how to be a brave man so next time I meet her again, I can say hello to her
Amin.
Sometimes, human always reject the opportunity that GOD gave to them. Human always take the wrong decisions and do the wrong decisions. But what if we humans take the right decision and do the right decisions, I believe it will give us something that we will not regret. For example: GOD has given me a chance today to meet her, but I wasted it. If only I make decision that make my heart to be brave to say hello to her, I believe it will open the start to our relationship.
Now, we must understand this. GOD always give us chances to go back to him. GOD always give us signs to remind us if we’re doing something in a opposite direction of what GOD wants. GOD wants us to be brave to take the right decisions and do the right decisions. And sometimes, the right decision is hard to make and hard to do. But if we can and do it, we will get what we want, we will get what our hearts truly desires. I understand that it’s hard for us to change what we always comfortable with. I do understand it. That’s why we need JESUS help. JESUS can help us to make the right decision and do it but we need to pray to HIM.
So let’s pray to JESUS . Be what JESUS wants . Do what JESUS wants . And JESUS will help you. Believe in HIM always with all your heart .
