Today, it was hard for me to study. First, my eyes is easy to get tired when reading. Second, the tiny little font was making me stress and frustrated cause I have to read it with a magnifier. Third, my mind is easily distracted and easily to get bored. Fourth, I was thinking of many things which made my mind divide into 4 parts, pending scientific paper, love, fear of the future cause I realized that my knowledge as a doctor has so many lacks, and exam.
This time I learned that for something that you want to achieve, you have to work hard, but the hardest part is how you defend your decisions and live in accordance with the decisions that you have made. Examples, I’ve made decision that today I will study hard, but in reality, I got obstacles from my mind, limitations of eyes, and mood. It was hard to overcome these.
Human is so easy to surrender, it’s a sign of resist from our body. It feels like getting out of our comfort zone. There will always be temptations, difficulties, and unwillingness which makes us unable to accomplish decision that we have made.
But don’t give up.
We’re not alone.
We still have GOD.
“ASK, THEN YOU SHALL RECEIVE.”
It is a promise from JESUS. JESUS wants us to pray to HIM. JESUS wants us to beg to HIM. JESUS wants us to believe in HIM. And JESUS wants us to give our best in doing it.
KEEP PRAYING. KEEP BELIEVING IN GOD. KEEP WORKING HARD.
